once a year

I`m gotta get mad over my ownself including my stupid useless brain of course.
I shant say what had happened. Don`t ask me either, thanks alot.
I`ll automatic say out when i feel like wanna.Dinner`s delicious with families love and of course last year`s dinner`s better than this year`s as its just like 10people only. But, we`ve enjoyed our self neverless, i hope there`ll be more relatives to eat this once a year dinner next year! Ahgong seems to be sad deep in his heart that i can see. Why? alot of people didnt turn up. And why? HE have more daugther than sons. And Why? traditional. i begged Xiao jiu to get married faster as i can get one more Angbao, what he say? He said, wait 2nd uncle married lah. Oh how i wish. Cuss he`s so called rich among in the family. Not too proud, alright, I love the enjoyments of eating together with family as i had 1 year till today i ate with my families so happily. Tmr`s gonna be a real cool day as people visit my Ahgong as my Ahgong can say is the eldest among my family and just nice that he live`s beside i mean next dooor to me! so yea, great for me. Poker cards! tommorow! i mean, come-on! lets deal and win! i`ve gotta play tommorow wish me goodluck! Oh, and sorries to those i didnt reply their text as i dunno what to reply alr. And my text`s flooded? Cuss i sent all of my contacts just to wish them Happy newyear! I`m very sure for now that i`m missing my family in other countries like brisbane,malaysia, and all. Not forgetting my lovelies like felcia,stefanie,my ex-chinese tution mates:( greatfully, i didnt lost contact with them! But, i`ve lost contact with my bestest chinese tution mate :( I`m bleary about her name But i still can remember how she looks like. I dont know weather she`ve changed or whatever. But i hope and really hope cuss its not a fake hope to get back a contact with her againnnn! BADLY. For some reasons i`ve suddenly think about her. WHAT REASON? the reason is, while i`m packing my stuff this afternoon i saw a dolphin keychain she gaved me. Touching tear`s wiped just one tears. I`m not that weak. But i`m missing her badly. alright, no picture`s for today as i`ll upload tmr one shot all the way! i`m going down stairs alr byeee peeps! (:
xoxo,shuhui.