Scars never goes

School`s same acccept for lessons. Nearly cried in CPA lesson. Because of ***. Yes, i`m stressed. Home, reahed home everyday as the same. I`m quiet in home i talk also lah. BUT, less. I hate soundless house. So cold, No talks, no jokes. Only, baby crying that make me feels like screming like heart can skip a beat. I`m emotional inside. Outside i maybe happy but, you all will not know actually i`m really really tired of being myself. You know why? Is because of a secret. That secret is so secretively that i cant even tell anyone about it. Not even my bestest friend and forget about telling my classmates. But, i`m sure, this secret is gonna be reaveled sooner or later. Maybe few months later? Or what. I hate my room,house-all. Is you, that may ruin my future. I hate you for being irresponsible. When ever i give a thought a about it i hate you more than before. YOU SUCK. My unluky life born-ed by you. Sins by you sure will fall Karma`s. Believe me, i`m not hating you for some other reasons too. But, when i thinka bout you being so WRESTLESS. I fucking hate you and felt tears in my heart. I didnt realise that i`m actually having alot of stress inside till today when i`m in CPA lab. I`ve realised, Finally....


I need someone right now for a hug. Is you. My 2 years ago love.