Hatred.

I really hate being myself. I hate this life of mine now. Why everything of mine had gone ? i`m totally sad about it. everything had gone bad to worst. I really hate it. Karma falls on me. No body else but me. My spectacle had ruined all by my sis times and times again. I`m tired i really do. I guess i have to go buy sleeping pills. Just sleep and don wanna wake up. Though i`m selfish but, what about them? All must care for small cuss they dunno anything. Ya, dunno anything, DUMB. Morons of child. I began hating children more and more. Maybe, its something i would not want but it directly appears on my heart. SO UNFAIR. I hate the family of mine! Nothing is going right NOTHING. How i wish my ying gu is here to help me. Cuss without her, ALL THE THINGS HAD DONE BY MY SIS IS ALL MY FAULT! AND EXCUSES LIKE "SHE SMALL SHE DUNNO" IF NOT" YOU CANNOT PLACE YOUR THINGS PROPERLY MEH?" WHAT ABOUT YOU GUYS? THINK LA. ALWAYS ASK ME USE BRAIN THINK YOU ALL LEH? ALL BLAME ME. BLAME MORE LO, I ONLY CAN SAY, KARMA WILL FALLS ON YOU GUYS WHOM BLAME ME FOR NO WRONG ONE BEAUTIFUL DAY OF MINE. I BET IT WITH MY RISK OF LIFE.