You`re something i`m still thinking : Drug kills, It killed my family

I cant say what had happened. But, i need hugs now. May be wierd but for the time being, i`m not allowed to go out for eight months. Due to some reasons. So After the 8 months, I still dk i will be going out or what. I guess, i need really to be independent. Because, the world wont pity me neither will my friends and family. Because i`m old, And they will thought i`m old enough to take good care of sis and bro. I can, But, i`ll sleep one day and never wake up again. I really hope tis were a dream. A big History dream. But, its the reality i`m facing i shall Take up some actions to prevent myself from sleepinbg and never awake so soon.


Paisehh, I`m just elaborating my feelings now and shant say so much. I`ll start my blog now!

Smiling Pasta

After watching Smiling pasta, i`ve began not to hate Zhang dong liang and more, i went to do some research about him And found this song meaningful and nice (: And so as well as his other song(:


A happy life before and a tough life for now.

Before things happened, I`m mad about this. * its still my display pic for my lappy now! (=

And, before things happened, this is where I am. *guess*



Well, i`m at my uncle house so yup (=

And obviously, durian at their house too.

Delicious bread! From my aunt`s customer (: Sweetie.

Pineapple fried rice at Jhai Tai ystd(:

I saw this Somehow alike Star in my room while its in the evening(:

&, Before things happened, venise and I went Roti Prata for Bf(:

And that time, Before things happened, i had maggi mee happily(:


My bro(:



Thats all peepy(: And time now is 9.32am*posted.*



Questioned by An emailer : Hey ... Dont mind asking how many bf do you have?

Ans: You mean best friend or boyfriend? sorry i`m null by you =x anw, good morning! (: Email me back again.


Xxooxo,
Shuhui.